God knows I'm tired

I hate those days when you are sad and down, but you don't want to show it to anyone because they seem so happy or so unready to hear someone's lament so you basically shut up and go to bed all bored and screwed... and you hope to fall asleep and forget about it but you wake up in the morning and you remember that the day before you went to sleep all upset and shit...

Well luckily that day is a new day so you are bound to find somebody to talk to...
Or you just forget about it...

But yet... I feel a bit down and I want to tell someone, but I feel like nobody deserves to hear this.
I mean it's my grudge, why should I bitch about it to anyone?

Sure that's what friends are for.. but well if it isn't much of a problem.. I mean, if it is dead serious then SPEAK UP, but... sometimes I feel I'm so lazy, I don't even want to share my thoughts...

but screw it you do what you want...

I am just picturing... what if people could see everyone's status just by looking at them? Like, what if facebook was reality?

And people could send other people messages, telepathically...

There wouldn't be much rooom for lying... and we would probably get bored easily with this system.. But I just don't want to tell my problem to anyone..

So there! Live with the curiosity of what bothers me, and bathe in the shityness of this blog!